Turned it white to blue... Just for you

"Did you look at the moon tonight Aaron?"

It was already ten in the evening

I was lying down the track oval...

I was forced by my cousin and our friend to watch a movie earlier,
I didn’t actually feel doing so, but it was some sort of farewell date with my cousin who’s about to go overseas next week
I immediately went here to have my peace of mind back after this draining day

“Are you still thinking of me every time you are staring at it Aaron?”

Brushing a cluster of grass, feeling the gentle wind touching my face, smoking a cigar and simultaneously staring at the moon and a picture of you with your new boyfriend

You seem very happy now… I never saw that grin before when we were still together

It was pitch black and extremely quiet.

Here I was again, thinking of you a week after I’ve finally decided to move on, how pathetic is that?

It still hurts, I don’t want to sound dramatic, but it really does.

I really don’t know what to do now, I couldn’t stop thinking of you and every time I do…
I would always be filled with that same unbearable sadness I felt the day you said “AYOKO NA SA’YO” with such disdain the last time I called you… your last words actually

“I miss you so much Aaron.”

While staring at the sky, I suddenly felt dizzy

Moments later… I heard a strange voice, ten meters away from me perhaps, uttering some words I couldn't understand.

I couldn't move nor shout

all of sudden I was able to open my eyes.

it was already 12:05, it was just a dream.

I lit my last cigar to calm my nerves, gazed at the moon for the last time. then I thought…

Did you look at the moon tonight Agatha?

Are you still thinking of me every time you are staring at it?

I miss you so much