"Did you look at the moon tonight Aaron?"
It was already ten in the
evening
I was lying down the track
oval...
I didn’t actually feel doing so, but it was some sort of farewell date with my cousin who’s about to go overseas next week
I immediately went here to have my peace of mind back after this draining day
“Are you still thinking
of me every time you are staring at it Aaron?”
Brushing a cluster of
grass, feeling the gentle wind touching my face, smoking a cigar and
simultaneously staring at the moon and a picture of you with your new boyfriend
You seem very happy now…
I never saw that grin before when we were still together
It was pitch black and
extremely quiet.
Here I was again,
thinking of you a week after I’ve finally decided to move on, how pathetic is
that?
It still hurts, I don’t want
to sound dramatic, but it really does.
I really don’t know what to do now, I couldn’t stop
thinking of you and every time I do…I would always be filled with that same unbearable sadness I felt the day you said “AYOKO NA SA’YO” with such disdain the last time I called you… your last words actually
“I miss you so much Aaron.”
While staring at the sky,
I suddenly felt dizzy
Moments later… I heard a
strange voice, ten meters away from me perhaps, uttering some words I couldn't understand.
I couldn't move nor shout
all of sudden I was able to open my
eyes.
it was already 12:05, it was just a
dream.
I lit my last cigar to calm my nerves, gazed
at the moon for the last time. then I thought…
Did you look at the moon tonight Agatha?
Are you still thinking of
me every time you are staring at it?
I miss you so much
