To whom it may concern

Enya - Only Time

I am just wondering at this very moment if you are also
thinking of me

Do you ask yourself as well "why the hell is it taking for us so long to find each other?"

Obviously, i don't know what's going on with your love life right now, or if you have any

how bout mine?

i'd like to tell you that almost everyday my friends are all telling me stories about their dramatic break ups and more dramatic reconciliation..
i mean what the heck are they talking about?

Up to now i still ask myself if i have ever really

known the thing they call....what is it again?

ahhh right...

LOVE

have i already found it? have i experienced it?

I always come to the thought that i finally found you only to be

disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not
yet ended.

proof?

they all left, and i left some of them as well :))

i dont know?

Are you also thinking of how we will meet?

would it be romantic? have i known you already but we are just not conscious yet that we're meant for each other? :))

Oh how I wish you were here RIGHT NOW

you see, i am so hurt at this moment

(let me tell you a short tragic story of mine)

i am now at the stage of building a wall around my damaged heart because I don't want to go through all that again.

yeah :|
i mean, i was just a frustrated-ex-seminarian looking for my self

looking for my new happiness because i guess i wont be able to pursue priesthood anymore

and this girl has just crushed my simple dream once again

a little mellow dramatic right?

but that's what i really feel

i always wanted to cry, but the same time i didn't..because i'm a man...we're supposed to be the strong ones..it is how the society molded us, right? :))

So what is love?

i believe we will never really know what it is until we
find each other :)
For now,i guess i would be just satisfied in my dreams(for you are
always there believe it or not)

It seems that, for now,
that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long
enough to
tell you how much I love you. :)

everyday is like looking for the light switch in the dark room i call life.

but everytime i think of you i always face the new day ahead with the hope
that soon
enough, you will no longer be a dream but a
reality...

By then probably i would be the happiest man

all those pain, sleepless nights, those tears :)) those wasted time

i guess i would be
very
thankful for they all led me to you

Can you do me a favor in the mean time?

..can you please take care of yourself for me?
..can you hold on to our dream and never let go of it?

i truly believe that God has already planned the
course and it is up to us to follow the directions.
always pray

:)

an old "man" singing bato sa buhangin

Kapag ang puso'y natutong magmahal
Bawat tibok ay may kulay at buhay
Ngunit kung ang pagsuyo'y lilipas din... Bagay kaya ang bato sa buhangin?

i overheard an old man singing it last last last friday in an ikot jeep.

i even joined him in singing it and i suddenly noticed that he was looking right at me and winked
o.O

i then realized that i was wrong... he's not an old "man"

anyway..
i love (and at the same time hate) to hear this song... why?

it's because of the old "man" actually,
hahaha(wtf!)
just kidding

i don't know.. maybe because it reminds me of all those good times that will never be brought to life back again..


a stone and a sand are very opposite things, the former is solid and the latter cannot be held by hands, but in the beach, this two unite perfectly, the sand makes you able to stand to the stone without hurting you, the stone makes you float in the sand- in short they are a good match in spite of differences

and you know what?
i'm starting to be senseless and mellow dramatic again, so i better stop and just let you hear the song...
enjoy!(?)